:( :( :(

i don't know anything at all. i hate it when this happen.

i'm in an airtight glass box. i don't know if the rush inside is real, or is it good for me.

i keep making myself feel so fucking low.

i've never been this low before. i don't chase around any fucking one.
i am too proud. i need to remain proud.
i don't even want it to become a fucking crush, the tiniest one.

nonononononono.

does the fucktard get occasional headrush and short of breath moments like me tooooooo?
shit. i'm so fucked.
this needs to stop.