either some miracle needs to happen to me so that somebody give me aeroplane and fujirock tickets.
or i'll have to do good in school for a while and cross all my fingers and toes that after that there'll stll be tickets available.

or i'll die and not fuck with school again.
T_T


ps. it happens that i really don't care if i'm so weak and can't do anything and die. death never really scared me. but living does.