00:54 - khóc trên giường lần nth.

Dịu dàng như một cô bé yêu thương một cậu bé, thế thôi. 

please let me

be secretly in love with you
for the rest of my life.

I dreamt you carried me home last night. 

please let nothing change and let me do it secretly for the rest of my life.

i've never written such nervous, selfish words in my life.

i am so confused since when did i despise the idea and notion of romance so much i hate seeing it hearing about it having it in anyway related to me
i don't fucking want someone to tell me about the absence of my lips or whispers sweet nothings into my ear please just stop i want someone to hold my feet up because that's how i relax and wash my hair when i'm sleepy.