“I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself.”

—

Franz Kafka you may hate me, not willing to forgive me in this life and all the others after that and never talk to me again, but i still think what i think and will only have the same answer. i never lied, i was confused and did not have an answer. i don't think that's wrong, to be confused, to not know what to say, to have no explanation for having done something wrong. and i still think what i think, we all deserve to be happy, even if it's not with each other.

i realized i'm only twenty. please let me live selfishly. so should you. you will thank me one day.
we all deserve to be happy, even if it's not with each other.
you're only young, so live for yourself. don't waste it with plans and stability. live selfishly. we have time for mistakes.

201112

Because we are young and have time for mistakes.

lại như ở tuổi 16,
một mình, ngơ ngác
chưa bao giờ có anh trong đời.

9.8.2012

[09/08/2012 10:28:59] *Chong Beo: thoi dung co den nha nua
[09/08/2012 10:29:03] *Chong Beo: kho chiu lam

besides, i have no right to feel heartbroken right?

to the only one who could make me the happiest of happy and the saddest of sads of all the love i lost and of something you used to not be able to live without to be now so strange to have a chunk of life evaporate in the blink of an eye to see funny how things turn out despite all the things we said.


I wish you bluebirds in the Spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss, but more than this, I wish you love

And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health, but more than wealth, I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never ever be
So with my best, my very best, I set you free

I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all, When snowflakes fall, I wish you love

But most of all, When snow flakes fall
I wish you love

5 years later i still cry to the same song

for a different reason.